oh work,work,work....

hey y'all

its  10 o 'clock as i write this, constantly staring at the wall clock in the hope that the small hand is pointing at 1, its barely moved from 10 since my last desperate check which was 10 minutes ago. so, i have this boring job. you know you hate your job when you constantly wish something would happen that would actually make you leave your job. Even so, nothing like that happens.  sometimes I'm not even sure of what it is that i want..anyway, i am on attachment in a big broke ass firm.yeah, there's no sugar..actually there is in the store, i know because i saw it. but it will not be distributed to any department. i don't know about the rest but i now have to carry my own Sucre.

About my job, its sooooo boring i want to cry.. I want something exciting and well-involving.That's when i am hit by harsh reality; surfing and sky diving are not real jobs.but they say you can make a satisfying career out of your hobbies, then again, i have never done either but i always get carried away when i see such action.in my mind, i should have been born near the Miami beach.

funny, as i wrote this article some guy looked at me and said " you seem to enjoy working here" . Ha! that must be the joke of the century. the only exciting part of this job is the  free internet.The duties are awfully boring, the pay is shit..that's funny though ( there's no pay). How can such a big organization not afford me? I'm offended.

since i got my I.D this is my 6th job..was tempted to quit 2, i actually quit one, the other i just left. Technically i am still employed there. lasted 3 weeks but i actually worked for like 5 days in total. i am tempted to quit this one, but i wont. not because i am not a quitter, but because i will look like an ingrate n i need the recommendation  for future.my workmates are cool, they make me laugh, well, most of them.

i know many out there have super-boring jobs. you keep them because the bills will not pay for themselves. There are those you are so tempted to quit, then peeps try to pep talk you into keeping them,then all you want to do is run away or complain for hours on end. It actually helps a bit. most of those encouraging you have super cool jobs so they don't really  feel you. just playing the  role of a good friend.

i have no helpful advice for someone with a sucky job. i am in one and cant salvage myself. but, sometimes you  gotta do what you gotta do. its okay to quit. many have and are probably doing great..but quit  with a better plan in mind.that's another day in my life.
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love, Carol